Nag IISA lang

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You are one of the most caring person I had. One of the best and strongest person I have ever known. That’s why you had been special to me since then.

It’s been 3 years now since the first day na nagkasama at nagkakilala tayo. I even wrote a lot about you. You became my strength whenever I needed help. My shoulder to cry on, My happy pill that always believes in me. Ikaw ang cheerleader ko that enlightens me up whenever I have a battle to fight. Kaya AKALA KO na PWEDE at may PAG-ASA tayo.

Nasaktan ka ng maraming beses pero nandyan lagi ako, pangako sa isa’t isa na kahit ano mangyari walang magbabago at walang mang-iiwan. Still willing to fight kahit alam na agad kung sino talaga ang talo. Medyo umasa kasi sa posibilidad. At sa ngayon, wala na sa poder para lumaban pa. Kaya dapat tanggapin nalang.

You know everything about me, alam mo lahat ng kahinaan at lakas ko. This time I want to free myself and let go. It won’t be easy, hindi magiging mabilis. Naalala pa rin kita minsan, nalulungkot pero kaya. Hindi rin naman kayang iwasan, kaya harapin nalang. Maliit lang ang mundo at panigurado na magkikita pa rin ang ating mga landas. Siguro I’ll just always put in mind na hanggang dun nalang.

Thank you for all the patience kahit alam kong napapagod ka rin at nahihirapan. Sorry sa mga nasabi ko, na ALAM KONG MASAKIT dahil NASAKTAN DIN AKO. We may not end up together, but for me? YOU REALLY ARE WORTH THE RISK. WORTH THE FIGHT. I may not won on this battle, but all those happy memories we had. For the LOVE, FRIENDSHIP and TRUST that we built. ALAM KONG PANALO NA AKO DUN.

This 2019, I really want to end all my hopes. You are one of the best thing happened to me. I prayed for your happiness, I just want you to be happy even if I’m not the reason behind that happiness. Finally, I really want to let go. Siguro nga hanggang dito na lang, hindi man yung ENDING NA PINAPANGARAP KO. Pero baka sa ganitong sitwasyon may forever tayo. Kahit nakakalungkot, but the HAPPINESS, CARING and LOVE that you made me feel back then, NAG-IISA LANG. I OWE YOU. And I THANK YOU for that.

“Ako yung parte ng istorya sa KWENTO NG PAGIBIG MO na may SIMULA… HINDI NAGING MALINAW… at WALANG KATAPUSAN.” 

Trail Seekers (TS) Hugoterong Bundokero #DudaySerye #AnOpenLetter